Recently, i've been watching this show called Ghost Friends. Makes me think about all those poor people who died b4 accomplishing their dreams and then they wallow in regret and start haunting the human world. Then there are those who know that they are dying and choose to wallow in regret and moan abt all the things they didn't get to do and they end up not at peace with themselves. Well then i'm telling you to stop being such a whiner and enjoy the time you have on earth. If you want to wallow in regret then your just wasting your precious time, don't waste your moaning and spend your time more fruitfully like spending time with your family and friends. After your dead , you'll never get to see them ever againg, isn't that painful ? So i'm saying is that ok you can moan a bit but don't waste your whole time moaning. Its useless and even if you moan, is it going to lengthen your life on earth ? I don't think so, so rather spent your time with your loved ones or do whatever you want to do (But i do not mean going to go and kill your enemies, that will only bring you more guilt, and you will feel more unrested trust me ) Time does not belong to us, it belongs to our maker (whichever religion you belong to) so when our time is up, accept it. :)
The link to the drama is http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/ghost-friends/, i'd really recommend it cuz it's really sweet and other stuff but i wished there could hav been a better ending but it's worth a shot :)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
I want to tell her
I just had to put this up
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
So do something you really want to do , even something as simple as "i love you" before it's too late
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
So do something you really want to do , even something as simple as "i love you" before it's too late
Friends
Ah yes friends, we all need friends they r like our lifeline, we'll die without friends. But still its hard to find true friends as we won't really get to know weather we can trully trust that person a not . But there are still people who can be true friends cuz they are just simply nice people. Let me give you some advice on how to have godd friends , For one thing to have good friends is to BE a good friend. Think about it , how do you want people to treat you ? If you want to be treated with respect then you yourself must also show respect to other people. It sound a bit clichy but it's true. Treat people the way you want to be treated. But of course if you can obviously see that the people sround you are not good then its time to find new friends . So try it today ! you'll see that it really works :0
Thursday, October 14, 2010
STRESS !!!!!!
Ah stress, i'm sure everyone experiences it. If you don't well......... i would'nt mind being you, assuming your a carefree person. But i'm sure some of the symptons are like headaches , hallucinations ( and so on, at least thats what i experienced )
And we always hear abt the shit that taking drugs ,smoking, slashing ourselves and other shit can help us relieve these stress, well let me tell you something these are all trash . Yep thats right, TRASH ! Still don't get it ? well let me spell it out T-R-A-S-H ! Those trash are nothing more than to give you more stress and problems , ( ok i'm not here to give you those freaking long lectures during health lessons, wanna learn more go google it) Then whats the best way to fight stress ? The old fashion way, talking to people, listening to music , reading , sleeping and hanging out . I'm not kidding cuz i tried it out myself when i was stressing over my exams, i often felt really bad headaches and so my mom often told me to get head massages and sleep, strangely enough it worked and i also went out a bit. And after a while the pain went away . so i'm seriously telling you it works. :) so whatever you do use the old fashion ways to relieve your stress and not those "mordenised" ways :) ( But the best way to grt rid of the stress ? It's when the problem is all over ;)
And we always hear abt the shit that taking drugs ,smoking, slashing ourselves and other shit can help us relieve these stress, well let me tell you something these are all trash . Yep thats right, TRASH ! Still don't get it ? well let me spell it out T-R-A-S-H ! Those trash are nothing more than to give you more stress and problems , ( ok i'm not here to give you those freaking long lectures during health lessons, wanna learn more go google it) Then whats the best way to fight stress ? The old fashion way, talking to people, listening to music , reading , sleeping and hanging out . I'm not kidding cuz i tried it out myself when i was stressing over my exams, i often felt really bad headaches and so my mom often told me to get head massages and sleep, strangely enough it worked and i also went out a bit. And after a while the pain went away . so i'm seriously telling you it works. :) so whatever you do use the old fashion ways to relieve your stress and not those "mordenised" ways :) ( But the best way to grt rid of the stress ? It's when the problem is all over ;)
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