Obsession

LOL i've been slack yet again. Too lazy too update :p. Anyway wanna talk a new topic called obsession. I mean , we can be obsessed with a lot of things, idols, guys and other stuff. But sometimes, we can get too carried away with this obsession and start to do crazy stuff. For example, i"ve heard of fans soooo obsessed with their idols they camp outside their homes and stalk them . I mean, queing up and camping to buy concert tickets is still acceptable. But camping outside somebodys home ? How would you like it if someone did that to you ? Would you like it ? (Unless your an attention seeker) And come on, even though they are idols, they're still humans and they deserve some privacy. And so what if you camp outside their home ? Just so you can snap a photo of them ? Sorry, but your just showing your idol you have no self respect and that you don't have a life, since your soo obsessed in THEIR lives.

Take computer games as an example, people have died from playing computer games . And how do they die ? They are soo obsessed with the game they they don't eat, sleep or even drink . Or they are so obsessed that they imagine themselves as the character and they go on a killing spree thinking their some heroes saving the earth from aliens or whatever

Also , there are girls and guys obsessed with one another. Like, they would stalk them or whatever . And they fill their rooms with pictures and whatnot. Then they end up killing themselves or the other party saying stuff like " If i can't have you, then no one else should"

Mybe an obsession to stay thin till you starve yourself. There are many things people can be obsessed with

So what is my point ? My point is that there has to be a limit to this obsession. Its like a virus which is slowly consumng you and devouring you till your nothing but an empty shell. You can stop this obsession, it all depends on you. Don't let it control your life , do other things to take your mind of this obsession, sports family and school anything else. Come back to reality and don't let yourself be devoid of a normal life just because of a crazy obsession. If your still confused , seek help from a counsellor or a Psychiatrist, b4 its too late.

Regret

Recently, i've been watching this show called Ghost Friends. Makes me think about all those poor people who died b4 accomplishing their dreams and then they wallow in regret and start haunting the human world. Then there are those who know that they are dying and choose to wallow in regret and moan abt all the things they didn't get to do and they end up not at peace with themselves. Well then i'm telling you to stop being such a whiner and enjoy the time you have on earth. If you want to wallow in regret then your just wasting your precious time, don't waste your moaning and spend your time more fruitfully like spending time with your family and friends. After your dead , you'll never get to see them ever againg, isn't that painful ? So i'm saying is that ok you can moan a bit but don't waste your whole time moaning. Its useless and even if you moan, is it going to lengthen your life on earth ? I don't think so, so rather spent your time with your loved ones or do whatever you want to do (But i do not mean going to go and kill your enemies, that will only bring you more guilt, and you will feel more unrested trust me ) Time does not belong to us, it belongs to our maker (whichever religion you belong to) so when our time is up, accept it. :)

The link to the drama is http://www.dramacrazy.net/japanese-drama/ghost-friends/, i'd really recommend it cuz it's really sweet and other stuff but i wished there could hav been a better ending but it's worth a shot :)

I want to tell her

I just had to put this up



10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.



Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.


So do something you really want to do , even something as simple as "i love you" before it's too late

Friends

Ah yes friends, we all need friends they r like our lifeline, we'll die without friends. But still its hard to find true friends as we won't really get to know weather we can trully trust that person a not . But there are still people who can be true friends cuz they are just simply nice people. Let me give you some advice on how to have godd friends , For one thing to have good friends is to BE a good friend. Think about it , how do you want people to treat you ? If you want to be treated with respect then you yourself must also show respect to other people. It sound a bit clichy but it's true. Treat people the way you want to be treated. But of course if you can obviously see that the people sround you are not good then its time to find new friends . So try it today ! you'll see that it really works :0

STRESS !!!!!!

Ah stress, i'm sure everyone experiences it. If you don't well......... i would'nt mind being you, assuming your a carefree person. But i'm sure some of the symptons are like headaches , hallucinations ( and so on, at least thats what i experienced )
And we always hear abt the shit that taking drugs ,smoking, slashing ourselves and other shit can help us relieve these stress, well let me tell you something these are all trash . Yep thats right, TRASH ! Still don't get it ? well let me spell it out T-R-A-S-H ! Those trash are nothing more than to give you more stress and problems , ( ok i'm not here to give you those freaking long lectures during health lessons, wanna learn more go google it) Then whats the best way to fight stress ? The old fashion way, talking to people, listening to music , reading , sleeping and hanging out . I'm not kidding cuz i tried it out myself when i was stressing over my exams, i often felt really bad headaches and so my mom often told me to get head massages and sleep, strangely enough it worked and i also went out a bit. And after a while the pain went away . so i'm seriously telling you it works. :) so whatever you do use the old fashion ways to relieve your stress and not those "mordenised" ways :) ( But the best way to grt rid of the stress ? It's when the problem is all over ;)

Never giving up

In life we all have our ups and downs and sometimes we make it sometimes we don't . But for most of us wehen we go through something difficult, we either heck care or get all worried about it. Sometimes the problem is too hard for us to solve and we just give up because that seems to be the easiest way to go about. That is WRONG ! If we just give up and leave the problem as it is we will never be at peace with ourselves . Who knows ot might just one day blow up in our face and change people's opinion of us. ( NOTE I AM NOT REFERRING IF YOU FAILED TO KILL SOMEONE OR SOMETHING ! THIS POST IS NOT MEANT TO LIKE FINISH THE JOB OR WHATEVER ! ) I know its not easy to not give up but you have to do it not for others but for yourself. There will always be obstacles in life , dont tell me you're going to give up at every problem you face ? Then where is your purpose in life ? What will we become ? Obstacles are there in life to make us stronger, we can'y avoid every obstacle in life sooner or later we'll have to face up to them . Obstacles are there to make us stronger so don't give up, face the challenge and you will see it's rewards

:)

i'm back ! just felt like writing more since i'm on the com but now i'll move on to a new subject. It called ":)". and ur probably thinking " WTH is this ?" But i'm sure everyone of us recognise this symbol. We use it all the time in or sms's and e-mails , bt do we know what it really means ? Do we add it cuz we're really happy or just put it for fun ? This symbol is really powerful , and really. When someone sends you might not know weather that person is really happy or just to throw you off. So next time you want to send this symbol, send it because you really are :) and not because u feel like it, if not then you may as well not send it at all

Intrest and dreams

LOL . i haven't posted for months but maybe i'll make it like a once in a week thingy . Today i'll start on a new topic called INTREST . And no i'm not referring about money. I am sure eveyone has interest or something they enjoy doing . And for some of us we want to make that intrest into our careers since it's something we enjoy doing . But for some of us, our families don't approve of it as they thin its crazy, stupid or immature. Like for me, i love this show called H20 Just add water , (its a mermaid show go and look for it on wikipedia), and i wanted to do the same thing,like to act out the show or something like that and loads of girls do it in the US, and i wanted to do it too. But my family totally disapproved of it as they thought it was a waste of time and all that nonsense ? Well guess what, i actually went along and did the show and i have no regrets . For one thing doing that homemade mermaid show is the best thing i've ever done and it actually helped me to find my intrest in writing scripts and screenplays, Whats my point here ? Is to follow what you want , even if people think your crazy just do it. Even if your dream is to go to pluto or find a cure for cancer or to be the next beethovan then by all means do your best and make it happen. So believe in yourself because the only one standing in the way of making your dream come true is yourself

(But i'm NOT , I REPEAT NOT REFFERING if your dream is to kiil people or marry a famous movie star orsome other shit like that, you might want to rethink the idea )
(BTW, if u want the link to my show( i did it with another friend too) its http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ifwgm0IBY7E )